Thursday, November 12, 2020

A Short Life Wasted

A Short Life Wasted

by Self Pity


Oh, woe is me!

What little have I accomplished!

No one loves me the way I want to be loved!

Who will mourn me?

No one, save those who benefitted from my being alive!

To all else, “Yes, how sad,”

And not another thought.


My life is meaningless.

What’s the point of it all?

Raise children just long enough for them

To become the next dredges of society,

My son will use women,

My daughter will use men,

And neither of them will ever truly 

Be happy.


They may end up with some disease 

Like their mother

That makes them unwanted, unworthy of 

Anyone’s love.


My blood is poison

My vagina is death

And no man wants a woman

That he can’t fuck.


I take pictures for a living -

One among many.

Everyone’s a photographer 

So who cares if I’m gone?


Life has no meaning -

And I’ve all ready said that.

See, even my words are meaningless,

Repetitive, empty,

Heard by no one,

Going nowhere,

I might as well be dead.

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