Yay, finally she's calling me back! Geez.
"Hello?"
"Hi, is this Adora?"
"Yeah, is this Crawford?" Why is he calling me from her phone...? Oh God.....
"Yeah, hi. [pause] Um, [pause] I know you were good friends with Margaret. Um, [long pause] are you sitting down?"
Oh God, no! "Yes, what happened?" Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
"[Pause] [Voice Quivering] Margaret took her own life."
"Oh Go-hod! No-ho-ho...no-ho-ho...oh go-ho-hod...."
"For it is by dying that one awakens to eternal life." A blog by Adora Fallbrook, nom de plume for a 39 year-old mom & widow-now-remarried; rape, abuse and trauma survivor; recovering alcoholic, drug and sex/love addict; spiritual seeker; diagnosed with borderline personality and generalized anxiety disorders; and overall person-trying-to-be-a-better-person (but failing plenty of the time). "Pain is the touchstone..."
Saturday, November 16, 2013
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